It’s just hair!!

My Sir shaved his face. He only has a mustache now.

I DO NOT LIKE IT!!!

When we started dating, I told him of my past (sexual molestation by my bio-donor) and that I have certain triggers.

Mustaches with no other facial hair is THE BIGGEST ONE.

He didn’t do it on purpose. He was trimming and… kinda messed it up. I know he didn’t do it to spite me, or to make me uncomfortable.. or any reason other than to make sure he didn’t look dumb.

But it’s hard to look at him. I know it’s my Sir. I know he is the same person he was when I left for work this morning and ran my fingers through his bushy beard.

But it’s so so difficult to look at him and feel anything but terror.

 

who do you deal with it???

9 years

I’ve had this blog for 9 years. Thats…. that’s a long time.

A lot of dead time but hey…life and writers block are assholes at times. So, I do what I can, when I can… when I’m allowed.. When life doesn’t try and boss me around…

So, I’m going to try and post more.  Stories…life… stuff…. hopefully more stories. But, that truly depends on my brain.  If it will let me focus enough to get the full story out before it decides to envelope it in the dense fog of forgetfulness.

Here’s to another year. One that is, I hope, full of fun and joy, stories and maybe just a bit more laughter.

 

Thank you!

~Wyld~

A new piercing

So i had my daith pierced today. My right one to be precise. 

It hurt.  It REALLY FUCKING HURT. to the point that my body decided that crying was the only option. I was disappointed. Ive never cried with my tatts or piercings.  I also didnt choose to cry today. It was involuntarily. And it hurt……hhhuuuuurrrrrtttttttttt
But the hope is that it takes care of my migraines. Its a bit sore right now but i also cleaned it. Carefully lol. 

And of course im looking at jewelry. Haha

I love to cook

Cooking grounds me almost as much as the beach. Ive missed it so much.  
Chicken fried chicken and homemade gravy

Smashed red potatoes with roasted garlic and Cabot extra sharp cheddar cheese

Corn

When it starts…

When a story starts out like a bad porno….its gonna be a damn good day. 

100 facts

So one of my best friends sent this to me years ago at the beginning of our friendship. I’ll find my original post I sent him and share it eventually.  but for now…I’ll start from scratch.

 

1. I am left handed

2. my sign is Cancer

3. I’m only 5’4″.  I’m short

4. I was born in Florida

5. and I lived there until 2014

6. when I moved to Oklahoma

7. I am bisexual.

8. actually, I’m pansexual but it’s easier to say bi.

9. I am an eclectic pagan

10. I follow an Egyptian Norse Celtic path

11. I believe soul mates aren’t necessarily lovers.

12. my favorite color is forest green

13. I have tattoos and body piercings

14. 13 is my lucky number

15. I have 3 best friends.

16. 2 in Florida and 1 in Poland.

17. they know me better than I know myself

18. I love Marilyn Manson

19. I write erotica

20. and I’ve been told I’m damn good at it.

21. I am an avid reader

22. I’m upset that my new job doesn’t allow e time to read or write.

23. I miss the ocean.

24. I love to cook

25. I’m a sucker for a sense of humor

I’m gonna do this in clips. I’m tired.